Beach is on a learning leap again. These seemingly magical stretches of the natural learning cycle amaze me. They consume me. I am reading four novels at once and none of them are mine. Learning leaps are kind of scary too, like driving a boat really fast through choppy waters. Are we making it?
Yesterday in calm the hot water of Crystal Hot Spring with my Educational Partner in Crime T from over at Joyful Liberation, we touched on the foundations of why I am here at all & where do we see the little scientist going in the future.
Of course it is all speculation on the parents’ part but neither of us sees them going a traditional route. And T is old hat at this, she would know.
That vision of my life kicks the doors wide open.
We are here now & we maybe here for a long time.
It is working. It is more than working.
She’s happy and learning.
I like what I see and feel, yet I am missing the world I left behind to be here.
It feels like a lost first love that hospital on the hill.
Life is about choices.
I know I need something more than I am getting here. Am I not supposed to say that? Hum, I wonder. So it is time to make a short list of what I need; a list that would work from here/now. That works with what is already working & with my role(s) here. I’m not wishing to over turn the boat I simply need my own flotation device. I need a life vest. Maybe one day I will have my own seat too, it's a mom thing…
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